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Apr. 17th, 2017 09:36 pm
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Had a phone interview today; I'm going home soon. My old pay plus a small bump and my full seniority back. :) To be fair, my current company has been fair to me, but they are trying to do too much with too few. It's the curse of the low bid.

My back / right side has been killing me today; that said, the pain isn't as bad as it has been in the past. It's not a repeated stabbing, but a dull ache. I was able to function. I need to learn that fatty foods and diet soda will be rewarded with pain. My acid reflux was particularly bad and I have to wonder if there's an ulcer involved. Work has been a constant millstone around my neck and I am looking forward to putting down this particular burden. I feel like this job has aged me tremendously, if not physically, then mentally and emotionally. I'm TIRED. I'm TIRED of working through weekends and spending my nights trying to get ahead. I'm tired of last minute changes. I'm tired of being pulled in 10 directions at once. I can't tell you how many times I have thought, "I shoulda stayed laid off." That was the original plan, to chill until my old job called me back. It would have been slightly longer than I planned for (6 months versus 7). I was actually only out of work for one month. Didn't see that coming. Seemed like the prudent thing to do, to continue the income stream. The stress, however, makes me wonder if it was worth it.

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