::sigh::

Can't win, y'know?

I excise Diet Coke from my life and find the caffeine in plain old tea is enough to make my stomach fluttery and my nerves all jangly. Decaf tea? Jeebus. I should just stick to water and be done with it.

Or embrace the suck. Throw it all to the wind. Just go for coffee. Black. Caffeinate myself full-circle back to calmness.

I am in a bad way. Jittery and cranky and headache-y. Ready to go home and start the weekend.